I just listened to some song by Jayyson DeRULooo! (like pretend he's singing that...it'll make more sense).
And, I don't understand mainstream media. I'm utterly confused. Ah, such is life.

Last night, which was a Monday, was my first Kairos group (a.k.a. College Small Group). Kairos is an Egyptian word for "time" but time in the sense that it's refreshing and you would enjoy being with the people you're with and just have a time of relaxation and friendship. It was really good.
Many people don't know this, but I get really nervous when meeting new people/telling them about my life, faith, etc I do not know why, but I am. It's not something that you would know automatically about me. But, I was extremely scared to walk into a room with a bunch of girls. Girls are sometimes mean and the playing field is rough.
But, these people were awesome. One of them likes Lord of the Rings. I like them too! She also liked Harry Potter, Degrassi, blogging, and cats! I was in such shock on my way home that I zoned out and almost ran a red light. (shhhh, don't tell any cop in Troy...they will hunt me down, I swear).
In any case, I am looking forward to meeting with this group every other week. It gave me some hope for the coming weeks of the semester that have been looking really bleak and scary for the past couple of weeks/month.

I never knew college would be so scary and intimidating. I talk about it so much outside of the internet. But, honestly, I hate not know what's coming in the next week. I'm not that wild and free even though I totally wish I could be. KDHFAHD;FHAEA;

Alas, I am kept from knowing the secrets of the Big Guy upstairs. It's just nice to have people who actually want to listen about my "trials" if they're even trials...IDK.